finally it has all come to this which is no way to begin at the beginning takes a specific knowledge of what is involved & what is not is what we've come here to discuss why else would you be here no one else is who you think you are special unique which cannot be more or less but a simple state like concepts in a row that help people understand the transitions between things there is a long flat space that is where we are nothing grows nothing improves with age it just gets old men are always looking for control there is no helping it work through the hole is round and will engulf the entire struggle if allowed